and all i want is just to keep breathing

all the back handed apologizing just to make me feel guilty for what i did is too much for me to take. bcs all those things means i cant address what i feel

am i seen? am i heard? does my concern, concerned you?

frustrating

suka hati kau la

malas nak amik tau

new year new mental illness

i dont wish for much, but i hope i respect myself enough and love myself enough this year

2025, bismillah

lupa bukan priority

what always matter is you

tarik jela nyawa aku ya allah atas jalan raya ni

semoga i cry enough to not see the road and crash

after all this years, i’m still not worth fighting for

the beach invite me to die, pretty

it’s a pretty date, pretty place to rest

seems like i wont meet u in heaven

i hope u come and save me but that’s too selfish of me

attention seeker

funny that i want to be saved but none save me, at last i just call suicide hotline to yap