Мой диалог с Игнатом буквально состоит из 6 стикеров и больше мы вообще не общались

The moment you feel your inner pain perfectly deep, for one hundred percents, you create the peace in your head so strong and so irrationally ill you never accept anyone inside anymore. Once you got the acceptance you always craved so much it was hurting every inch of your body there’s a huge unbreakable wall you are building for every person you’ve ran into. The wall you’re creating unintentionally hurts everyone every day so hard you just see them leaving one by one until you’re left absolutely alone. This is a moment of a calmness, a moment to take a deep breath and stop searching for someone to fill the hole inside of your soul. Someone who would try better, love you harder or make things figured out for you. You accept the fate of never being recognized. You accept the fact you were never loved the way you love: roughly and impulsive. You accept the loneliness you have in the world you created. That’s where the healing process truly begins. That’s a place where you find yourself - ill and homeless, yet still loving and, deeply inside pf your subconscious, happy.

В этом году я впервые для себя поняла, что совершенно похуй, кто понимает тебя, ведь если это не твои близкие люди и ты сам, ты будешь одинаково несчастлив в любом обществе