Forwarded from The Red Roses ๐น (AMBER)
Tribute to legend Allahyarham Mael Xpdc..
Mael Xpdc dalam kenangan..
Terima kasih kerana mengisi kehidupan kami dengan lagu penuh bermakna dan bererti. Di sebalik hiburan banyak teladan yang boleh dipelajari
Semoga roh arwah Syed Ismail(Mael) XPDC dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dalam kalangan para solihin oleh Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa.
Hanya kenangan lalu menerusi bait baik lirik lontaran lagunya yang terus kekal menjadi renungan buat kita semua
Salam Takziah
๐น
@sweetredroses
Mael Xpdc dalam kenangan..
Terima kasih kerana mengisi kehidupan kami dengan lagu penuh bermakna dan bererti. Di sebalik hiburan banyak teladan yang boleh dipelajari
Semoga roh arwah Syed Ismail(Mael) XPDC dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dalam kalangan para solihin oleh Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa.
Hanya kenangan lalu menerusi bait baik lirik lontaran lagunya yang terus kekal menjadi renungan buat kita semua
Salam Takziah
๐น
@sweetredroses
Thank you for hurting me to the point that I realized I don't deserve someone like you.
I was so down on you that even if you fooled me a hundred times, I would still love you with everything I have. I've been treated poorly, disrespected, and betrayed over and over again. But I was so in love with you that I was willing to turn myself blind to all the bad things that you had done to me. I was literally the one who would willingly die for you. No matter how painful it was to love you, I would always choose to stay. I was so stupid to think that you would also do the same for me. I was stupid to think that you could love me right too.
But today, I want to say thank you for hurting me again. Not because I deserve it, but because I realized that I do not deserve any less. That I do not deserve you. I do not deserve all the heartbreaks that you gave me. It took me a lot of pain before I realized that I'm already tired of putting up with something that I do not deserve. I've cried a lot, hated myself for so long, and told myself that I wasn't enough so many timesโ all because I wasn't treated properly. You robbed my happiness and self-respect from me, yet I was still there for you, thinking that you were the only one who could make me happy.
Thank you for making me realize that you are not good for me. Thank you for hurting me so badly that I learned to realize that I deserve better.
@loverofsadness ๐
I was so down on you that even if you fooled me a hundred times, I would still love you with everything I have. I've been treated poorly, disrespected, and betrayed over and over again. But I was so in love with you that I was willing to turn myself blind to all the bad things that you had done to me. I was literally the one who would willingly die for you. No matter how painful it was to love you, I would always choose to stay. I was so stupid to think that you would also do the same for me. I was stupid to think that you could love me right too.
But today, I want to say thank you for hurting me again. Not because I deserve it, but because I realized that I do not deserve any less. That I do not deserve you. I do not deserve all the heartbreaks that you gave me. It took me a lot of pain before I realized that I'm already tired of putting up with something that I do not deserve. I've cried a lot, hated myself for so long, and told myself that I wasn't enough so many timesโ all because I wasn't treated properly. You robbed my happiness and self-respect from me, yet I was still there for you, thinking that you were the only one who could make me happy.
Thank you for making me realize that you are not good for me. Thank you for hurting me so badly that I learned to realize that I deserve better.
@loverofsadness ๐
I'm trying my best not to show I'm hurting, but the pain is so massive that I am being consumed from the inside out.
@loverofsadness ๐
@loverofsadness ๐
It hurts, but it's okay, because we can't force someone to feel the same way as we feel for them.
@loverofsadness ๐
@loverofsadness ๐
It has been hard for me lately...
and I don't even know if I deserve to be here.
I'm tired ...
I'm exhausted...
And it's hard to keep up with life.
It's hard faking everything.
It's hard trying to say that it's fine when it's really not...๐๐๐๐
@loverofsadness ๐
and I don't even know if I deserve to be here.
I'm tired ...
I'm exhausted...
And it's hard to keep up with life.
It's hard faking everything.
It's hard trying to say that it's fine when it's really not...๐๐๐๐
@loverofsadness ๐
"People think that sadness is crying, the breakdown, the absolute agony of the heart. But sadness is quieter than that. It's the slow sinking feeling, the hollow ache in your chest, the dull numbness that settles over you like a thick fog. Itโs going to bed at night and hoping you donโt wake up, or waking up and wishing you hadnโt. It's the realization that no matter how much you want things to change, some things are forever broken, and no amount of time will ever make them whole again."
@loverofsadness ๐
@loverofsadness ๐
Divorce is okay.
Breaking up is okay.
Starting over is okay.
Moving on is okay.
Saying โNOโ is okay.
Being alone is okay.
Whatโs not okay is staying in a relationship where youโre unhappy, unvalued, or unappreciated. Thatโs the kind of thing that drains your soul and ruins you.
@loverofsadness ๐
Breaking up is okay.
Starting over is okay.
Moving on is okay.
Saying โNOโ is okay.
Being alone is okay.
Whatโs not okay is staying in a relationship where youโre unhappy, unvalued, or unappreciated. Thatโs the kind of thing that drains your soul and ruins you.
@loverofsadness ๐
Having a child with him doesn't mean you have a future with him.
It doesn't mean you must stay with him if he's toxic or abusive.
Stop letting someone mistreat you just because he's the father of your baby.
It's better to raise your baby as a single parent than in a broken and toxic relationship.
@loverofsadness ๐
It doesn't mean you must stay with him if he's toxic or abusive.
Stop letting someone mistreat you just because he's the father of your baby.
It's better to raise your baby as a single parent than in a broken and toxic relationship.
@loverofsadness ๐
A mistake is something done by accident, something that is not planned. But cheating and lying are not mistakes; they are known choices. When someone cheats or lies, they have decided to break the trust and hurt the other. It's not accidental; it is intentional. Mistakes can be pardoned because they are done without any intention, but cheating and lying depict lack of respect and honesty.
If you really care for a person, you don't make decisions that will hurt them. Love is built on trust, and such intentional actions can destroy it. Choose honesty and loyalty always.
@loverofsadness ๐
If you really care for a person, you don't make decisions that will hurt them. Love is built on trust, and such intentional actions can destroy it. Choose honesty and loyalty always.
@loverofsadness ๐
When you stop telling your friends every detail about your life, your enemies will be starved of information.
No gossip to go around.
No shaming you about your choices.
Not all people you think of as, or call your friends, are in fact your friends..
Some are pretending to be with you just to feed your enemies.
Be careful who you call your friend because one of the scariest enemies on earth are those people who pretend to be your friend.
Privacy is power, what people donโt know, they canโt ruin.
@loverofsadness ๐
No gossip to go around.
No shaming you about your choices.
Not all people you think of as, or call your friends, are in fact your friends..
Some are pretending to be with you just to feed your enemies.
Be careful who you call your friend because one of the scariest enemies on earth are those people who pretend to be your friend.
Privacy is power, what people donโt know, they canโt ruin.
@loverofsadness ๐
He stopped smoking.
He stopped drinking alcoholic drinks.
He stopped chatting other girls.
He stopped going somewhere with his friends.
He stopped everything.....because..
He began to change himself to a better version.
He began to lower down his pride.
He began to listen and learn.
He began to follow what's right for him.
Because of Her.
"If he wanted to, he would. and if there's a way, there's also a will" so don't force your man to change, because real man change on his own will.
@loverofsadness ๐
He stopped drinking alcoholic drinks.
He stopped chatting other girls.
He stopped going somewhere with his friends.
He stopped everything.....because..
He began to change himself to a better version.
He began to lower down his pride.
He began to listen and learn.
He began to follow what's right for him.
Because of Her.
"If he wanted to, he would. and if there's a way, there's also a will" so don't force your man to change, because real man change on his own will.
@loverofsadness ๐